The new year hasn't really kicked off with a great start... The first week into the year had me suffering from a bad case of cold & sinusitis. I still haven't fully recovered from it. I get these bad headaches every now & then, alongwith a complete lack of energy. More than the physical aspect, it is the mental stress which makes me feel awfully low.
This year has begun with a whole lot of expectations. It is my chance to revive my (long-ago deceased) career. Despite having done immensely well in school, college & postgraduate studies I have always doubted myself. I dont know the reason but I totally lack in confidence particularly with respect to job & career aspect. Each day I live with the nagging thought of being a complete failure. I really dont know when this phase will end but I sure wish it would happen really soon.
Starting with your own business venture definitely sounds exciting. But I know this path wont be easy at all. It is going to be fraught with several challenges. The foremost requirement is that I must be strong & confident to overcome all obstacles. It means I have to be someone I am not. To be a different person altogether. Is it really possible to drastically transform oneself??? Or am I being unrealistic???
(16/01/2011)
